Shadow-Fangg

Yay for free membership day! I just wish it lasted longer D: I'd love having one. ANYWAYS. I had a weird dream last night.. Iunno if it was caused by relationship stress or what. But here it is: A new guy entered my life, and competed with Dustin for me. It really was a strange dream, and I felt.. torn. I hate feeling that way :\ I can't really recall how the guy looked, he just seemed perfect though. Go figure -_- Had a strange car too, and my sister was in it, pushing me towards choosing the other guy. I rarely have dreams, but man, when I do, they're downright WEIRD. The worst ones are when I'm sick. It's like I'm delirious D: I'd also

-Begin Rant- Just so depressed. I HATE Kansas sometimes. -Snip- Removed a part of my journal, may add it again later or not. Feel like I'm being paranoid :S Just a little bit about how Kansas has no Emo/scene/gothic guys it seems, at least not decent ones that are interested in me. And a red flag in my life. Gut feelings and all, but it's easier said than done to follow them all the time. -Le continue- But onwards. I'm still job hunting. STILL. KANSAS HAS SHIT FOR JOBS. -_- I'm *really* hoping that my sister's friend comes through for me and gets me a job at Hot Topic. I'd be tickled pink, and blue, and also green if I got that job,

Boredom. So, I wanna start doing ref sheets of all my characters, but I'm lazy I guess :| On top of that, straightening out crap between my car, my relationship and a much needed JOB, I'm about to go crazy. Ugh. I found out why it's hard to push the clutch in on my mustang. It's a racing clutch. -_- Moron who had it before royally screwed it up it seems, but I can't complain about a clutch that'll take a beating from my driving. And to top it off, my loving boyfriend seems to think it's a piece of shit simply because it's a mustang and a v8. TOO MUCH FOR A GIRL TO HAAAAAANDLE. Beyond that, I feel like I need inspiration. So much inspirati